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SATSANG FROM THE BOOK MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY BY JYOTIKA MEHTA Aunty....

Whlie reading this satsang...u will get tears in ur eyes....must read....

When her baby was 5 months old...she went to India and visited Guruji again to seek his blessings for her and her baby.....She visited Guruji as many times as possible and everytime he would say the same thing.... "Tu kad jaana hai wapis?".... and each time she replied.." Guruji 12th April nu." Then Guruji insisted that she should get her ticket changed and change the date for after 13th April.... as he really wanted her to attend the Baisakhi function......At that time She didn't know what to do because her husband wasn't there with her at the stay for the Baisakhi function....
When she was siting with the rest of the sangat in bade mandir....to do pranam to Guruji and get his darshan....Guruji called her up to him.... even though, normally, sangat wasn't allowed to go up to him during functions at Bade Mandir....She was overwhelmed....then Guruji told her that night,..." Changa kita ruk gayi.... Bhala ho gaya tera.... Hor blessings mil gayinyan.".... In that moment she realised that he had made her stay to bestow upon her some special blessings that he had to give me on that particular occasion.....
So, as Guruji wanted.... her flight tickets got changed on their own....
She knew that this was Guruji's doing...... He wanted her to stay till after Baisakhi and he had made it happen....
So, she attended the Baisakhi function.... It was really grand.... Hans Raj Hans had performed that night and she had danced along with many others.....After that she went to visit him again 2 more times...before her flight on the 17th of April.....On her last visit,.... Guruji knew something that she didn't..... that was going to be her last meeting with him......
Guruji made her stay till the end that night as usual. ....Then he ordered for another round of halwa.... and made her eat another serving of halwa..... . Later, when Guruji gave her his aagya to leave,... he patted me on her head and gave her his hand to hold....She was overwhelmed with joy as Guruji himself was holding out his hand to her..... Because She worshipped Guruji as God incarnate....loves him truelly....
Then she took his outstretched hand and kissed it.... and touched it to her forehead and eyes.... Then she bowed her head at his feet... with great reverence... for an extra long time, as her soul was aware of the significance of that pivotal moment....Then Guruji said something totally unexpected...... He said," All the best. Hun Australia milangey"..... She couldn't understand what he meant and asked him,...." Guruji tussi Australia aa rahe ho?"..... thinking that maybe he was planning to visit Australia..... But he did not explain nd he just gave her a smile....
That was her last meeting with him....nd she left to Australia....
On 31st May 2007.... when she received the news that he had left his physical body and gone into Mahasamadhi,.... She was devastated.... she felt so distraught and was inconsolable for months...... It felt.... as if, she had lost everything and nothing would ever be the same again..... On her next visit to India...., she went to Bade Mandir to pay her respect at his samadhi and cried her heart out.... wailing like a child..... Then, through his healing grace.... Guruji helped her to remember his final promise to her..... she drew some comfort and solace from that..... But the way that Guruji fulfilled that promise.... was beyond her greatest expectations and even beyond the scope of her imagination.....

JAI GURUJI...